Personality:
Haneki is like any other human, complex and intricate. There are a multitude of different variables that can cause him to think about something different from how he normally would. Trying to keep an open mind, his opinions change and differ, sometimes based off his own mood or the conversation. Sometimes, he’s just trying to satiate, or humor, the person that he is conversing with. Either way, everything that is about him as far his personality goes, is subject to change as things progress.
Though he does have some moral standards that seem to be solid and concrete and habits that don’t ever seem to change. One of these being that he is, for a lack of better words, a smart ass and somewhat of a douche. Though, he doesn’t attempt to be this way it’s just how he comes off. Much like his RBF. Sure when he first meets someone he will be warm and rather nice, and even sweet. The more you get to know him the more he rubs off to be one of the terms listed above. It’s just uncontrollable for him, he has somewhat of a god-complex where he thinks he knows better than everyone else. At times, he may. Though, he lets little things get to him small quirks about people and the way that they act that make him react a certain way. It’s difficult to understand really, and he doesn’t quite realize it, himself and will deny it if someone told him. He’s known for pushing the ones that care away from him, without even noticing it. Sometimes his tone doesn’t match his face in the least, which can be rather conflicting. He also attempts to sound as intelligent as he possibly can at most times, though he does dumb it down a lot. This intellectual dialect can come off rather harsh at times, and he usually has an opinion on near anything and will voice it when he feels like it needs to be. He thinks that people should see through the mean words that he says and obtain the meaning of what is being said, though the way someone else reacts to it is on them.
He’s content with being alone, but also has some requirement for companionship. He tries to hold the friendships that he has, but at a distance. However, he believes in communication throughout relationships which he typically believes should be engaged by the opposite party just as much as he engages them. Therefore, if he doesn’t talk to you on a daily basis he doesn’t expect you to, either. Though, he can be pretty uppity about it all and just come up out of nowhere questioning why he hasn’t heard from someone. Which usually results in him breaking ties with that person for a short duration. This is part of the hot-headedness that he seems to hold, being a redhead and all. His temper can drive him to say things that shouldn’t be said and leave him with no filter for a while, which he will typically come back to regret in the future and apologize and the nice guy that you first met will rejoin the conversation until it fades once more.
He’s easy to find addiction, as he did when he became a young adult with cigarettes and drinking. Though, the drinking isn’t as frequent these days as it seems to only have gotten him into trouble. He’s seen his fair share of drugs and has a negative opinion on them now, being a part of that scene for a short duration of time. His an avid lover of video games and claims it to be an “outlet” for him, as most gamers say. Though, in the end he just gets tilted and stuck in anger if that’s how he arrived to the game he is playing. He ingests an extremely high amount of highly caffeinated and sugary drinks and doesn’t really like the taste of water, but will flavor it if that’s all there is. Though, if there is no sugary drink to be ingested, water is the only choice and he is in disdain about.
All in all, he can be rather laid back at times, but his mood has to be just right for him to do so. Most of the time he’s just trying to better himself, but can’t accept his own issues in order to do so. He’s apologetic for such and knows this, but can’t get around it.
History:
July 6, tweny-four years ago... 1:01AM... the wails of life could be heard in all corridors of the 16th floor of the Weill Cornell NY Presbyterian Hospital. Smiles grazed the room and two men shook hands congratulating and thanking one another. Tears were cast, tears of joy as the light of their life had just newly entered their lives. "My sweet baby Haneki..."
The couple that had produced the child met at a pub in downtown New York in their sophomore years, both attending the University for Degrees in Computer Engineering. They both were smart, but had their differences both adding their own unique touch to their relationship. It was ideal from an outsiders’ point of view, but they had their struggles as any couples did. Soon the two would be wedded and begin their happy lives as a family.
It was a simple life, really not many terrible things happened ever, if anything it was the rain. Always the rain... Always. The rain and thunder always seemed to disturb Haneki when he was asleep or when he was awake, or anytime really. It created stressful moments in their lives, but they prevailed. He was rather bright for a child and seemed to catch on as any baby would. He wasn't above average or anything by any mean, he was just a baby. There wasn't much competition in being a baby, or that's how his father would explain it.
During his childhood being teased was never much of an issue, everyone seemed to get along just fine. There were other kids that sometimes got teased, but he didn't let it trouble him too much. He just kept to himself, stayed out of the way. It ate at him sometimes and he would go home and ask his parents why some people were like that, but he'd never get the answer he liked. He just wished for better. He was a sweet kid really, but he was smart all the same and didn't want to become the target of other's anger. Which was somewhat cowardly, but wise.
As he grew older he obtained hobbies like skateboarding, video games and his parents put him into sports to take up his free time to keep him off the streets. He excelled at them, but he wasn't a prodigy or anything of that sort. He just liked playing so he tried his hardest. He was modest, really. Though, it wasn't long before both of his parents were laid off from their jobs and left desperate to obtain a new one. They had a friend who had a friend who had a friend that ran a company out in Tokyo, thus they went as it was a time in need for them.
Now things started to become a bit difficult for the family as they struggled with a cultural change and had to learn a new language, in addition to be proficient in their jobs and raise a child. Haneki began getting bullied in school because of the color of his hair. After the first year or so, things seemed to cool off and they found the right pace for themselves, however things were still rough. Especially for Haneki. However, Haneki knew they would get better eventually, they had to…
As time progressed and Haneki grew older, things didn’t seem to grow in any positive aspect. He began to hang out with the only people that would accept him, and they weren’t exactly what you would call “role models”. They enjoyed their fair-share of havoc and treachery, in addition to rebellion of what their parents wished. Though, Haneki came home when he was supposed to and acted normal and sophisticated around his parents, they could smell his young mistakes in his clothes and hair when they greeted him when he got home. They just never paid mind to it, figuring it was just a phase. Though the addiction would just make gateways for other things and other experiments and lead to things he would later regret in life.
Four years ago, Haneki would find himself at a local night club partaking in some "recreational fun" with the assistance of some substances. It wouldn't take long before he was approached by some guys that had the "latest and greatest" and offer him top dollar for it. In his already "happy" state of mind he'd accept their offer and pay them dearly, they'd carry on not even know themselves the tragedies that were to come that night. Once it was ingested a detox session of his bodily organs seemed to be in order, rushing him to the putrid restroom. Kneeling over the bowl for what seemed to be hours he would begin to fall into an illusion of sorts placing him in a completely different place and time than he once was. Though none of it was real, it was all too real for Haneki, he couldn't understand what it was that he had gotten himself into. It was a trip that would last the entirety of his life...
After struggling with the illusions for days on end, he had finally came to control the power to where all he saw were frightening creatures that seemed to haunt him everywhere he went, despite that they were just humans passing by him. He grew distraught with life, coming to a near fatal depression. It was at that time that he grew with hunger, though it was not for food. In fact, the very taste of food made him vomit and had an awful flavor to it. He craved flesh, and being around humans in their own was enough for him to rip them to pieces. Fighting and pleading with himself that he was not a monster and just wished to return back to the way things were before that night he regretted everything. Though he felt he deserved it.
As time progressed he learn to use the illusions for good and sometimes for bad. He grew a deeper understanding for human life in a whole, though he was still the arrogant ass that he had always been. He'd begin to feed on those that were considered to be ill-profiting to society or to those that died of natural causes. There were times that his had been unquenchable, in result he would learn more of his abilities and how he was able to utilize them in order to lure in those with ill intentions.
As the years drew on he he grew in his abilities and learned to live with his ailments. Now his life revolves around surviving and hindering his hunger, kill or be lose to the madness inside of him..
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