Re: Tried dying...didn't like it... (Closed to Brandon Hale)

by **Zodiac** August 28th 2013, 9:53 pm

Niall had to come to terms with this. He had to admit it, but it was so strange. Sure he had said it off-handed, but it wasn’t anything that someone would exactly pick up on. It wasn’t enough. For the first time Niall was terrified. Terror giving birth to anger, and anger to sorrow. Such was the way of these things. You spend an eternity as a computer, becoming desensitized to such things as emotions, and now you suddenly are thrust back into something and are immediately swept by a passion, a drive…a desire. It was too much for him. And what he was doing was just as harmful to others as it was to him. He drove a fist into the mirror and it cracked around the force. He pulled his hand back and brought it to his other, burying his head in them. He was such a coward, so afraid. What was he afraid of? What the hell would drive him to go as far as to die, and somehow come back to life just for him to be afraid? Niall had his epiphany, his revelation, his awakening. He was afraid, but you know what…?

”Fuck it” Niall said as he wiped his face clean and he took of the overcoat, leaving him with armless black leathery vest and the leggings to his suit. He walked out and went o Brandon’s door, not that far away, but still enough to make every second feel like a thousand minutes. He got there and wrapped on the door. He swallowed hard, making an audible noise and he took in a shaky breath as he waited for the door to open.

by **Samael Christensen** August 28th 2013, 10:04 pm

The room was completely dark, and he lay on his bed, a few bitter tears falling down his cheeks, It had been more than a week since it happened yet Niall was alive again, yet he only pushed himself away. He muttered to himself, letting his head rest against the pillows, which were rather soft. The whole bed spread was actually pretty soft, he felt like he could lay there for hours on end, and soon sleep would over take him, though it would have it there wasn't a knock at the door. At once his mind came to focus, as his head snapped up. He wiped away any moisture, mostly making sure that no one would be any the wiser.

Someone was at his door, and it seemed they wanted in. The blonde rolled out of his bed, and walked over to the door, undoing the lock and coming face to face with Niall. He stared at him blankly for a moment, unsure of what even to say. ”Whatcha need?” he asked with a carefully modulated voice, running the fingers of his right hand through his hair, which now looked somewhat wild.

by **Zodiac** August 28th 2013, 10:11 pm

"I-I need to stop running away...I need to stop being scared...When I was a ghost I wanted to be alive just to...I only wanted one thing...now I have the chance..." He siad, he was terrified, shaking, trembling. He looked like he was sbout to cry, it was stressful for him. He didn't want to be pushed away, but he couldn't live like this, subelty was not Niall's strong suit.His lip quivered a little and he closed his eyes and the right side of his moth curved up, as if he were wincing.

"I-I Love you..." He muttered, he thought he was going to die. He though Brandon was going to do exactly what had been done before. He was going to be shut down and wiped away like he was a stain...but it didn't matter. He finally said it. The three most important words of his life...as a machine and as a man. "I love you..."

by **Samael Christensen** August 28th 2013, 10:20 pm

Who knew that three words could so utterly change everything that you thought was true? These words were the ones that sent his heart hammering, and knocked the wind out of him. Niall....loved him? Before he knew it, his lips had curled into a smile, perhaps he was happy that someone had said those words.....it had been so long since someone had said them. ”Niall.....I....I love you too.” He placed his hands on the shorter blondes shoulder before pulling him into a tight embrace, though he tried to modulate his strength, to avoid crushing him. ”Now that you're back, i'm not going to let you go...ever again.”

by **Zodiac** August 28th 2013, 10:42 pm

He froze, motionless his face had a blank expression. He felt Brandon cover him and he hugged back. He still cried, but there wasn’t any weeping, or terrible feeling of loneliness. There was only tears of pure happiness and a smile on Niall’s face. he was free for a second when he gave a little chuckle. He was just so shocked, he was honestly waiting for Candid Camera to pop out form nowhere and get him. Brandon wiped his eyes, and Niall just instinctively blinked and shirked away. ”What are you doing? Those are my friends damnit!” Niall said, trying to make light of the moment. He was chuckling when Brandon leaned into him. It was a surprise to him, but it honestly shouldn’t have been. He should have been used to it, but he could never get past the feeling. If he had to describe it, he couldn’t even begin to do it justice. It was as seamless and fluid as the energy Arianna had used to defeat The Lych.

”Sooo…what now? Niall asked as he finally managed to break away from Brandon for a breath. He was so innocent and cute, it was almost concerning that he could be so mischievous and childlike at the same time.

by **Samael Christensen** August 28th 2013, 10:51 pm

There was no other moment that could top what he was feeling now, something so sublime that his heart seemed to flutter and threaten to burst from his chest. Niall broke away and said something that confused him somewhat and he saw what looked like tears, something that he didn't really like to see on Niall. So he leaned in and pressed his lips against the Irish males, as a warm sensation transcending bliss filled his mind. When he pulled back breathlessly, Niall asked what now, and oh if only he knew. He lifted the Irish male up, and with a minor amount of strength threw him on the bed, though he was on him as quick.”How about I show you?” he leaned forward and then things escalated from these.

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